its beautiful and frightening to see a man thinks what is best for his cock and letting his cock think what is best for its owner. There is no love or romance here as you said. He only needs a hole so he perform his basic male need. The sex is quick but brutal pounding. He just needs to seed and leave.
Indeed I think a lot of men get pressured when having sex with cis women. Do I need to have longer stamina?, do I need to foreplay?, do I need to last for the entire night till morning?. Did she cum? But with a sissy bottom faggot a man/ top does not need to worry. he does not need to talk to you. There is no love or romance involved, You are NOT his wife, you are NOT his girlfriend, your not even his mistress. You are his sex toy for the night. Sure you put hours of work to look feminine but all he needs is 1 minute to get off an orgasm. you served your purpose. He looks at you with disgust because he did something to you that he could not do to his wife or loved one.
But with a sissy bottom faggot a man/ top does not need to worry. he does not need to talk to you. There is no love or romance involved, You are NOT his wife, you are NOT his girlfriend, your not even his mistress. You are his sex toy for the night. Sure you put hours of work to look feminine but all he needs is 1 minute to get off an orgasm. you served your purpose. He looks at you with disgust because he did something to you that he could not do to his wife or loved one.